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/11:46 PM

english today. i screwed it up and i am damn upset ):

i just realise midyrs end in slightly more than a week but i have yet to settle the training balls yet. plus c div sixes coming after midyrs! what a disaster. it suddenly dawned on me why i didnt do all these earlier. because we never needed to, until NOW. but still sometimes cant be done when others dont make the effort. i took the initiative but you cant be bothered. futhermore this has nothing to do with me. but i cant bear to see things going haywire, thats why i care, and put myself in these shit and dilemma.

you know i have a sudden urge to talk to someone whom i havent had a chance to chat with for say 2 weeks?? roar i am in a effing bad mood today. stupid dsa. half the cohort, no wait, 3/4 of the cohort plans to apply for dsa with triple science students included. wah lau they are just trying to fight with stupid people like me when they're results alone are sufficient. what is wrong with the world suddenly. i am overwhelmed with guilt now for not studying and i am freaking scared coz i know my chances have been cut by 3/4

can you believe after what garytan said today, i actually went home and SLEPT FOR TWO HOURS INSTEAD OF STUDYING. i am so disappointed with myself. grrrr i hope hockey perks up my day tmr. maybe it will inspire or motivate me to study. haha i am looking forward to champion seminar but its like... so long later?

2 weeks to end of midyrs
2 weeks after that is chinese o's
2 weeks after that is UK trip
2 weeks after that is o's oral
2 weeks after that is ... i dont know. eh i think its dsa acceptance? somewhere la. but everything's a interval of 2 weeks. interesting eh? ((:

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